Where life has brought me

Assalamualaikum w. b. t. and morning :D (its 2.29 am right now, so morning la kan? hehe )



"boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya." [ Surah Al-Baqarah; 216 ] .

Antara ayat al-quran yang saya pegang sejak tingkatan 3 atau 4 lagi. Waktu-waktu hidup terasa seolah-olah tiada nilai, tiada makna, hopeless, helpless, meaningless... Semua yang less less laaaa .
Semestinya la gara-gara bercinta ja. Cinta remaja yang tiada erti, tiada nilai. Tapi tetap juga mau di pertahankan, mau di kekalkan, mau di perjuangkan.. Ehh, over =='



But seriously, THAT ( ayat quran di atas ) was really one of my favourite. It gives me strength, it makes me believe in Allah, it makes me believe that life is better than what I think it is. And most importantly, it makes me believe that Allah knows what best for me. 


And because of that 'ayat', whenever I pray, I will make a dua' to Allah, praying that HE'll give me someone better, HE protect my heart, my soul. Eventhough at that time I was madly in love with that human (x boleh tulis nama, nama ja pun boleh buat saya muntah -,- ). It is strange. And I'm still thinking why I'm making that kind of dua' sedangkan saya suka dia sangat masa tu. Cuma x tahan dengan sikap dia ( jerk. ofcos. ). I dont want to mention what kind of jerk he is or what so ever cause that is between him and Allah. But Alhamdulillah, I realize that I HAVE, I MUST let him go, I HAVE TO, MUST TO fall out of love with him. 


I forget how my dua' is but its more likely that I pray to Allah that I don't want that person or maybe I just said," if we're not meant to be together, separate us in a good way that can protect my heart." - ni versi english la. tadi buat versi malay tapi lupa. hehe. And Alhamdulillah, this dua' did come true in the end. For almost two years, I pray for only that. Sebab itulah kita harus sabar. Doa bukan dimakbulkan terus, doa dimakbulkan bila masanya sesuai. And in the end, I did let him go. Bukan perpisahan macam dalam drama-drama tv tu. Yuck. It turns out like I saw him one day dating with a girl in a hall, and I was like okayy. Than I asked him and he make stupid excuses, and that's when my heart says, "its enough. I'm fed up of being broken, I'm fed up of being hurt" and that is the end. He pleaded ofcourse, he came to my house 1 day before SPM saying that he wants to meet me blablabla. My parents were out, so I met him with my lil sister ( and ofcourse, geli melihatnya, dunno why. myb sebab sudah tawar hati ). Then when my parents came, my dad saw him and called him. And he ran away to other pple's house. HAHA, what a scary cat. Different from Mr.A , on our first date, he already asked me to let him meet my parents and he even introduce me to his family. Berbeza. Sangat.



I've been hurt too much, and I've lost many people that I love just for that jerk ( rasa bersalah panggil dia jerk sebab dia hamba Allah juga, n macam x berapa sopan, but he deserve it ). I fight with my parents, my siblings, my friends. Just because of that jerk. Its not worth it. Really, its not. However, I do not regret any of my past. Maybe a little but without that kind of experience, I will not know and realize how important family and friends are. Without that, I may not appreciate any relations that I have. 




Allah datangkan hidayah kepada seseorang dengan pelbagai cara. Bergantung kepada kita untuk sedar atau tidak. Yaa. And although after being hurt  by that jerk, I still did not get fed up and I still cant stop from coupling. Teruknya =="  and ofcourse, form 5 was a tough year. People break up with me, and it hurts. So bad. Bersyukur juga kan kenal jerk tu. Coz I learn how to be serious in relationship. And when I'm serious, they played with me. But it sure gives me a lot of experience and I know it is something useful. Allah tidak menghukum hambanya atas kesilapan lalu kalau kita sudah taubat. It takes time for me to finally realize what I want, what I needed, what is my purpose of life and ect.





And saya sangat bersyukur sebab lahir sebagai orang islam. Satu nikmat yang Allah bagi. Alhamdulillah. Dan saya sangat bersyukur dapat ibu dan ayah yang baik dan penyayang. Yang pentingkan agama. Dan saya bersyukur juga, Allah sentiasa jaga saya dari terus terjebak dalam benda dan perkara yang tidak baik. Seteruk mana pun saya pada masa dulu, saya sangat bersyukur sebab masih ingat yang saya hamba Allah, mati datang bila-bila. Sampai bila mau bermaksiat? Sampai bila? Tepuk dada, tanya iman. Jawapan di tangan kamu :)




Wallahualam. Saya minta maaf sekiranya melukai hati kamu, kamu, kamu. hehe. I wirte this without looking back. Chewah. Haha.
One thing, jangan berputus asa dengan Allah sebab Allah xpernah berputus asa dengan kita :)



Ada sebab untuk setiap yang berlaku, ada asbab. Allah xkan timpakan kita dengan sesuatu kalau kita x dapat handle. Semuanya berbalik kepada Allah dan semuanya buat kita berserah dengan Allah. Dan biasanya Allah bagi kita ujian supaya kita sentiasa ingat DIA. Wallahualam.




And I'm pretty proud of my younger sister. Dia baru habis SPM tapi fikiran dia dah matang. Berdasarkan aduan-aduan diaa and everything. Saya bukan penasihat yang terbaik, saya bagi dia nasihat berdasarkan pengalaman dan pengalaman saya bukanlah pengalaman manis. Semua pahit namun ada pengajaran di sebalik setiap pengalaman tuu. Dan dia dapat terima semua yang saya bagitau. Alam universiti yang mengubah pemikiran saya. Everyone, everything. it makes me to open up my mind. Manusia yang beragammmm. And i know a loooot of poeple with a looooot of attitudes. 



Sorry bahasa bercampur aduk . I'm not really good at english but I'm not comfortable at writing in malay. Sebab akan terjadilah karangannnn ~ hihihi :3 <--- muka comel. duhh -,-




K lah, sampai sini sahaja post saya. Maaf jika terasa or anything.





SAMPAI BILAA ?




okay stop. Tata :)
til' then.
Wallahualam .





Tomorrow

Assalamualaikum w. b. t & helloo :D


Gotta sleep , gotta sleep , gotta sleep early today cuhs tomorrow is a new day ,
Tomorrow is a new chapter, tomorrow is a new page, tomorrow is a new moment :)



And most importantly, tomorrow is the first day of Semester 4! o.O



Cuti pun sebulannn, macam x cukup . 
Mau cuti lagi lahhh ;(




This holiday isn't so meaningful . 
Or maybe yes
.....
But I did not appreciate it.



I was a bit disappointed with my last sem's result.
Really really disappointed.



And I really hope, insyaallahhh , for this sem I will do much more better.
I can do it, I know.



I just, I have to push myself much harder than before.
It's just 4 months then exam comes.
4 month only!


Come on Farah! Sacrifice just 4 month of your life just to get what you wanted!
3.5 and above. Come on!
Don't be too lazy anymore.
Kejayaan takkan datang bergulik! 
( eh? err.. ngam ka ? -,- )




I must try harder, I must focus.
Resolution for this new semester :


Be who you are and don't give up! Try to find out the truth about yourself. Try to change, try to be a better muslimah, a better daughter, a better student, a better friend, ... and most importantly, try to be a better slave of Allah! 


InsyaaAllah, I can accomplish this.
Amiin .





Btw, to you lovely peoples out there, dont forget to pray for GAZA okeh ? :)
But kalau dapat, doakanlah sekali untuk seluruh umat Islam di dunia, semoga kita sentiasa diberi petunjuk dan hidayah.



Kita ( Malaysia ) bukan dijajah cara peperangan gitu , tapi dijajah dari segi fikiran, pemakanan, fizikal.
Terlalu leka dengan dunia.




Nauzubillah, janganlah kita jauh terjebak dalam kancah dosa yang menggunung.
Mati datang bila-bila masa sahaja.
Sama-samalah kita berdoa untuk kesejahteraan umat islam di seluruh dunia.


Wallahualam.

Keterujaan :D

Assalamualaikum w. b. t and hello :D


See that? Well ofcourse you see it. Obviously ==' Haha
After 2 or 3 days trying and changing everything, this finally comes out! Alhamdulillah! 


Well actually, this can be done by 1 or 2 days.
But I'm too lazy to make it at the morning so I stayed up at night just doing this. Ughh


TAPIIIII


Usahaku tidaklah sia-sia. Huhu T-T
And kebetulan juga mendapat cuti rehat *dalam islam* so ini memudahkan diriku untuk stay up lama-lama. Hoho.



I know, its not that really perfectt but then I loved it. 
I know a few basic html codes thingy but still not knowing it enough to make an own code.
Or not learning enough =='



I still have a few things to add on this blog but I wanted to take a rest awhile. 
My head hurts a lot, mengantuks mengantuks bcuz of last night.
I didn't sleep for the whole night and I just sleep for a few hours this evening. 
So Imma take my rest tonight. Huhhh ~




Kay then. Til' then :D

Remove underline link for simple template

Assalamualaikum w. b. t :)

This is for the simple template users only yang mempunyai masalah buang benda underline tuu.
Kalau guna denim template or template yang lain, bolehlah rujuk tuto dari Amalina.


Benda ne sama ja macam tuto lain.
Cuma, kalau ikut tuto lain, dorang akan suh cari code a:link { .
I think its our job to look over the code and saya noob sangat sampai berabis mencari and google lastlast baca code satu persatu =='

Okay, let's proceed.

First, tekan Ctrl and F.
Keluar kotak kecil atas, taip :
a:hover {

Then gantikan code :
text-decoration:underline;
kepada :
text-decoration:none; 

Preview and kalau menjadi, SAVE ! ;) 

Nikah Khitbah vs. Tunang


Assalamualaikum w. b. t dan salam sejahtera :)


Today's topic, which I copied from Teme's blog ( u can see the link at the bottom ) : Nikah khitbah vs. Tunang. What is it the advantage of nikah khitbah? what is actually nikah khitbah is about? Well, the explanations for it is here ( its more to drawing so don't worry about reading a loooong writing cause its not ). hehe. So here it is:


tajuk kali ini ialah TUNANG(adat) VS NIKAH KHITBAH(nikah gantung)

NIKAH KHITBAH
  • akad nikah dilakukan ketika menyatakan hasrat kpd keluarga wanita (sah suami isteri)
  • sah hubungan suami isteri tetapi tidak duduk bersama kerana belum bersedia(belajar, cari wang yg mencukupi, etc)
  • bila dah bersedia, walimatul urus (kenduri persandingan) diadakan dan boleh duduk bersama
  • IMPORTANT FOR MEN (kenduri sekali je ;P , selamatttt)

TUNANG
  • menyatakan hasrat kpd keluarga wanita, dan bertunang (hubungan bayangan)
  • masih tidak sah hubungan suami isteri dan tidak duduk bersama
  • bila dah bersedia, buat majlis akad nikah, buat walimatul urus, dan boleh duduk bersama apabila sudah sah hubungagn suami isteri.
  • IMPORTANT FOR MEN (kenduri 3 KALI PALING KURANG, amik kaw..)

the PROBLEM dalam masyarakat kita sekarang ialah.. "GATAL".. PENYAKIT GATAL YG MELANDA KETIKA TEMPOH TIDAK DUDUK BERSAMA..
tp penyakit GATAL ni tak salah kalau disalurkan dengan cara yg betul.. contohnya..


TIME DATING



PEGANG-PEGANG / MANJA-MANJA

dan yang paling best...
SELAMAT DARI PENCABAR2 TERDEKAT



Hadis Rasulullah (saw)
"wahai pemuda pemudi, brgsiapa di antara kamu yg mampu berkahwin, kahwinlah kamu kerana dengannya mampu menjaga pandangan serta kemaluan kamu. Tapi.... Kalau kamu tidak mampu, maka berpuasalah"






errrrr... teme hanye share maklumat... tiada niat terselindung

PSS : bertunang tak salah.. tp jgn "OVER".. silap pada masyarakat kita ialah, kita jadikan pertunangan tu sebagai "LESEN" utk lakukan maksiat... renung2kan... wallhualam~~


Adapted fully from Teme's blog.


So what you guys think? :) Nikah khitbah is better right? I mean for students.. Boleh elak maksiat, buat apapa pun boleh. berdua-dua pun boleh, xda yang kesah. But then, its kinda hard to do it here ( in Malaysia ) cause people are still narrow minded.. I mean, not many of them do this. And even if we ask our parents for this, the percentage of them accepting is really small. Eventhough its like, belum sampai masa, but then if it is DESTINY to be together, I'm sure the NIKAH will be forever til' jannah. If only every parents know about this, I'm sure those zina2 thingy dalam kalangan budak remaja and student akan berkurang. Ye dok? (ya, ya!) ofcourse yes. 



Lagipun bila nikah, separuh dari tugasan kita sebagai islam kita dah sempurnakan. Senang kan ? I wishh.... ;/


Alright, that's all. Will update soon. Insyaallah. :)

Double trouble.

Assalamualaikum w. b. t and hello there !


The topic of this entry is obviously from Top and G-Dragon's song title. Blahhh, dunno why their song stuck in my head. Double double, double trouble lalalala ~


It's been a while since my last post right? I'm not really into blogging these days. I don't know why. Maybe its because that I don't have much privacy than before. Ever since I entered University life, I've got no interest in writing. Or maybe I had, but those blog is gone. I can't read nor remember anything that has happened in my life before. Heh, pretty much most of em I don't remember. And I don't even want to remember it.





It's not that I hate everything in my past. No. I'm just ashamed for everything that I've did in the past and I felt sorry for myself. Pity me~ You know, as day past by, I'm starting to love my life. It's not that I hate my life before, it's just that I never been satisfied with anything that I've done. Loving yourself is the first key to be happy. I had to appreciate and love myself more than ever. I need to be confident, I need to be brave, I need to be strong, I need to be patient. I know, I had to be that way. That's how humans should be. Its not that I'm saying I'm an alien. Haha, no. I just, I don't know. I never really accomplish anything great in my life, except for having a driver's license without having to repeat anything. Haha. Well, I don't know. I'm not a loser. I have wonderful family, friends and 'special friend'.


I know, I have to be grateful in anything I have. I'm trying to, and still trying. I'm not perfect. I will never be perfect. That's how human is. Yeah, human people manusia orang. Not animals haiwan creatures monster serangga cicak lizard eww. Back to the main thing, err... I'm actually in the process of changing myself to a better person. But I don't want to do it drastically, I wanna do it slowly. I've tried to change, and it was so drastic til' it didn't and can't last for even a month! See. Manusia memerlukan 40 hari untuk tanam tabiat baru dalam diri. So, I'll try to be like this for 40 days. And when I'm ready, I'll try to change more and more and more. Change is good. It gives satisfaction to us. As we change to a better person, our environment will also change. I know that. Its from ourselves either to transform fully til the environment changes or to bring the environment change with us.


I've made a lot of mistakes before. I once has this bestfriend that I love the most. She's very pretty and very nice towards her friends, parents and siblings. I've been friends with her since in form 1. But one mistake that I did when I was in form 5; I wanted to change, I wanted to be close to Allah, I wanted to get away from all the sins that I've made. I started to live in hostel. I started to be friends with people whom I know can make me better and can remind me about any wrong that I've made. One thing that was wrong is that I didn't bring her together with me. I do it alone. I abandoned her. I've noticed that she treated me not like she used to. I realized about that. I've apologies to them, they accept but I know I can't go back and expecting them to treat me well like they used to. I was wrong. I love her as my bestfriend. She's the most amazing friend that I've ever had. She understands me a lot more than anyone does and none of my secrets she didn't know. I miss her a lot. We are still in the same U, but in different course and different semester. I regret for what I've done. Abandoned her for being better. That is not how we treat our bestfriend. But then, what more can I do? I'm the one who makes them feel uncomfortable with me. I'm the one who makes them not trusting me. No matter how sorry I am, I can't change my past. Rizwana and Ellinna, I'm sorry :(


I've lost friendship twice. The first one happened when we're in form 4. We have this one geng called Kawa-E. I know, its childish. But hey, we're friends since in form 2. I love how our friendship were. Eventhough sometimes we don't like each other. But that's normal. That is what friendship is about. I think the main reason why they left because of me. I'm so inlove(bwuekkk - muntah =,= ) with this jerk, until I forget about them. There's only one of my bestfriend stay with me cause we're in the same taught. Moreover, 4 of them started to be friends with this one geng. We were once like enemy with them but suddenly that happened. And people from that geng also left that geng and be with me and my bestfriend. Weird but true. Geng bukan macam gangstar tu ah. Kami budak baik dan comel. Hahaha. But then , I still regret for what has happened. If we stayed and tried to be friends with the other geng, maybe me and my bestfriend will still be together with them. Really , I miss them so much. Rizwana, Rika, Puteri, Nisa and Ema. I miss you guys. Eveything has changed. I know. But I will never forget our friendship no matter how bad you guys think it was. I still love you guys no matter how enemies we were in form 5. I still remember the hugs you guys gave when I was so down, when I was crying because of that stupid jerk. I still remember how caring you guys were when I was being hurt by that jerk. How understanding and how you guys tried to make me forget about that jerk. I was too selfish. I only think about how I felt. About what I lost. I never think of what I will lost; you guys. I never appreciate our friendship. I really miss us. Even when we're apart in form 5, I never forgot about our friendship. Never. I never did realize about all of this til now. I was unmatured back then, I'm not that great in friendship. I'm sorry girls :( I don't know if any of you guys will read this. A piece of mind that suddenly pops in my head. Sincerely from my heart. Please, don't cry guys :p haha.



And so my life starts again when I started to enter the University. Many things happened since I'm in semester 1. I have these 2 new bestfriends; Syasya and Zazah. And basically I've been named to fafa =,= haha. Itupun oleh lecturer account kami. Lol. Actually, on the first year, there was four of us. But then things happened, as usual, and then its left to 3 of us. We still love the other one but what can we do. We are still friends with her but not as much as when we're in semester 1. Lots of things happened. It made me think a lot. A lot. And I was being so judgmental and so, I can't be satisfied in anything. I'm trying to change, I'm taking baby steps. Still, I'm grateful for what life has bring me to. I'm grateful for all the things that Allah has given to me. I'm thankful to have such a beautiful memories, and guide in living. I will not do the same mistake like I did before. I will cherish everything that comes in life. I'll try. InsyaAllah.



That's all from me. Goodluck in your life, may Allah bless you guys :)



Love, Fafa.

Monday Morninggg

Assalamualaikum w. b. t , and a very good morning to you! Yes, you! :)

So tohday is like theeee 2nd or 3rd week of my hohlihdayhhh! And I'm so bored. With this senggugut yang suddenly datang menyerang semalam and berterusan sampai hari ini, huh. What a day. But Alhamdulillah, sakit kan penghapus dosaaa :))
I want to drink nescafe threee in oneee yang panasss but then teringat pasal senggugut nih. Then dengan terpaksanya tangan ini mengambil Cereal Spirulinaaa . This is the cereal:



Hoho. Well I dont know if its good or not but then it contains oat which I know is good for our body. Plus, it has spirulina in it. So, I make this one. Nyum nyumm.


Err. Today's schedule, jam12.30 pegi amik adik di SK Mutiara then hantar sorang lagi adik pegi SMKAKK. After that pegi bank Islam dekat alamesra maybe then bank in duit p bank islam( gara-gara phone nih -.-) 
Found this one karaoke application in iPhone named STARMAKER. I downloaded it and me and my siblings got a little bit carried away by this application until one day, I purchased the VIP subscription for $1.99 that is RM6 plus plus in ringgit. But then I forgotten that I have noooo money in that account. So this Starmaker keeps pausing everything that I have downloaded. And I can't even update any of my application because of the billing problem. Huh! 

So dengan terpaksanya lah, ceh, I'll go to bank islam today and bank in the amount of money needed. Muehehe. 


Okeh, that's all for this entry and shortttt update. See u ols latehh. Buhbyee :))

Addictiveee

Assalamualaikum :)


Tengah study eco tiba-tiba..



Ceh. Haha. Bigbang T.O.P , cute kan ? ekeke :3


Inspired to make a research of this bigbang group member because of the song : Monster.
I don't know why but I like that song so I search its meaning on youtube.
And the meaning of each lyric of the song is kinda sweet. Hoho.
Then I started on listening to their other songs. 
And all of it kinda makes my heart melt. Ceh :p

So then I searched for their pictures in Weheartit and google :) 
So this is what I get:


This is TOP or his full name Choi Seung-Hyun. His birthday is on November 4, 1987.
For me, he is the most cutest member in Bigbang. Keke :p


This is Taeyang, full name Dong Young-Bae born on May 18, 1988. 
He's kinda cute too.


This is G-Dragon, his full name Kwon Ji-yong. Born on August 18, 1988. 
Err, this is not so like his face cause the one that I found a few days ago is kinda different but nvermindd ~


This is Daesung, full name Kang Dae-Sung. Born on April 26, 1989.
His smile is cute.


And the last one is Seungri, full name Lee Seung-Hyun born on December 12, 1990.
He's kinda cute too.

Overall, most of the members of Bigbang is cute and AWESOME! Haha.
Getting addicted to them. Ohno :O
But there's one thing, I got their information from here.
So I'm not sure if its true or not cause I'm not good at making research.

So...

This is the picture of all of them :)

Okay, that's all for today's update :)
See you soon.
Going back to study my favourite subject! Hohoho.

Thanks for reading. Bubyee :D

Final again!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t !
So final exam is around the corner one more time. Eh, not around the corner.. It is in the corner ! :O

Err today is the day. 1st exam begins with the most hardest test everrrr; BEL311. Have to make an essay with 300-400 words and we have to conclude any citations in it! Oh godddd! ;O

My OGA is average and I dont think I can get an A ;( all this time I consider this subject as the most easiest subject ever but then I'm so surprise with the grades that I got for this subject. Its like..is this for real? I thought it wAs easy as it is english. I never failed any of my english exams and I will always get a B and not less than that.

Maybe I'm so confident, that's why it ended up like that. Right? So for the first time in life I studied for this subject.


Go fafa! You can do ittt! ;D

3 pointer is the aim. Insyaallah ;)) pray for me keh? Thanks.

I'm strong enough for this.

Tahan lah hati ;) Allah kan ada, bagus mengabdikan diri kepada Allah dari mengharap cinta yang tiada kesudahan.

Orang yang mau, pasti akan berusaha. Dia xkan biarkan orang yang dia mau tu pegi ke tangan orang lain biarpun dia tahu jodoh di tangan tuhan.

Kita berusaha baru bertawakal. Kita buat apa yang patut baru berdoa. Kalo tiada jodoh, tiada lah. Apa mau risau ikatan putus tengah jalan? Sekurang2 nya dosa tidaklah tinggi menggunung.

Kenapa mau terasa? Hidup mati balik pun kalo sudah takdir, tetaplah juga terjadi. Hubungan belum sampai ke tahap sah, kenapa mau risau?


KITA BERUSAHA, ALLAH YANG TENTUKAN. Wallahualam. Bersabatlah hati 😢

Bored.

Assalamualaikum w. b. t :)


See that picture and title above? Do you see it? You do? You sure? Okay.


I'm not actually that bored. I'm sleepy yet I can't sleep :/
My tummy hurts. And I'm kinda hungry. ( seriously farah, hungry?)
Although we've been to 5 open house today, I'm still hungry! 
Well, frankly speaking, on the 5 houses that we went, I skip eating on three of the houses.
And I dont know which house that I wrongly eat in. Hm ~


Tomorrow, we're going to have an open house :)
Wanna come? I'll send my private jet to pick you all kays? Ceh. Berangan. Hahaha


Err. I've changed this blog clothes once again. ( if you notice it. I'm not a very noticeable person, I know that. Hah.)
I've tried to make my own blog clothes like I did on my ex-blogs(blog lama; bekas blog not ex=boyfriend's blog kayss) but I failed.
I give up too early cause my head hurts. Penings penings. Tak cukup tidur.


Andd. hm. I've got a lot of assignment to do. Ohmygodd! 
I almost forget about that -,-
After this break, we're going to have a common statistic test plus arab test.
Gosh! I give up in taking arab! I don't know why.
I've not come to arab class for 3 days in a row! Mygoddd.
( Bukan sengaja tapi TER T-T )
Everytime I went to that class, I feel like I've been left out.
There's currently like 40 or 50 something people in one class.
It's crowded. So crowded. I wanna change class.
I want to so much! I dont want to repeat any subject.
No, I cant repeat. So, like it or not, I HAVE to take that subject.
Goshhhh. Thinking bout it makes me crazy.
I know I'm not a good student. Tolong jangan contohi saya. Makasih xx.


So, that's all.
Thank you very much for reading this lame-me-ishh post :p
Bubye peeps :D 
May you have a bless RAMADHAN ! ;]


Both of us

Assalamualaikum w. b. t :)

Both of us - the official title for this blog. I know its not that creative. I got it from Taylor's song title. Heh. I'm not creative in finding a creative title for this creative blog. Kehkeh.
I've got a lot of blog. Really, I have. I love creating blog. And when something happen, I'll just delete it. Simple right? -.-

Like seriously, I love my old blog. Those blog with full of memories that I, myself could not remember about anything that happened on that particular date.
Most importantly, the previous previous previous blog that I've deleted had the date when HE first called me and the date where WE both talk to each other after texting for a long period of time.
*sigh*


But its alright. Really it is -,- 


Gosh. I just love my old blog so much! But then it gives me so many problems that I can't handle. So, deleting it is much better than fighting for it -___- so yeah.



So now, its time to introduce myself.


My name is Farah, my bestfriends in highschool call me Far or Farah. My bestie in UiTM call me Fafa. My friends in UiTM call me Fafa. So yeah, you may call me fafa or farah. Any way that you prefer. 
I'm going to be 19 this year on October. Practically I'll be older day by day, year by year and I can't accept that fact. So lets just say that I'm 18 okay? But hey, my birthday doesnt passed yet, so I'm officially 18 -,- mueheheheh.

I'm a business student and yeah, I love money. HAHAH. ( please ignore ). I'm taken, which is in a relationship with this cute charming guy. I've met his parents and his siblings and his parents know me well. He was once (or twice) scolded by his parents because of abandoning me. Muahaha. One thing that I like about him the most is his willingness and determination to bring me to met his parents on our second date or something. And I like how he treat and advice me on things. He's not like any other guy that I've been with. He has a good relationship with his parents and siblings and he always put his parents first especially his mother. Eventhough we had this something planned for ages, he still makes his mother as the most priority one. And I like it. The thing that makes me liking him more is his advice when I was having a fight with my mum, dad, sisters and brother. He will not agree with anything that I said and he's always on my parents side. That's why I like him. He's different. Not like any other guy that I've met before. But then, JODOH di tangan tuhan. I can't put my hopes high because we planned, but HE (Allah) is the best planner. InsyaAllah :)


Er then what more. oh . I have a great family. I am the second daughter in my family. I have an amazing father and an adorable mother. I've learned to appreciate, to take care, to respect, to give my best to my parents because of him also. And that's a positive relationship right? I have a beautiful sister and she's already taken. She's 20. yeah, one year older than I am. I have 4 sister bawahan and 1 brother bawahan. Haha. And I have one cute sister and she's turning 4 next year. hoho.


I will be married on.... opps! typing error -,-



Well then, I guess that's all from me. Anything curious just ask :) 
Oh, by the way, thanks for spending your time reading this lame-me-ishhh post. Love ya.
Bye ;) Xo.